Month: July 2013

  • Goodbye

    I am here

    I will probably come here tomorrow, as I have for almost everyday for the last 9 years.  After tomorrow, I won't make any promises.  For me, this is a place of pain. I feel like I am starting a new phase of my life, and what a better way than to move on from here.  If Xanga dies, my site will die with it.  If Xanga does not die, the ghost of my site will always be here.  I most likely will not.

    I have spent a few days deleting entries that hold memories good and bad.  I have watched both my son and I grow in so many ways.  Xanga has been here for a big chunk of my life, but it is time for me to move on.  As posted above and on a few other entries, you can still find me.

  • Identity Crisis

     
    (drawing by Nadia; @meddwl)

    woven disguises of hair and teeth
    cover the darkness
    piece by piece
    veiled by sheets
    of deception

    you recollect
    things you can’t forget
    to stuff them beneath tapestries
    of beautiful  lies

    do this
    until the mirror reveals
    eyes may have been yours
    but they don’t match the ones you had before