July 9, 2007

  • A couple of nights ago I had this dream that I did get a chance to go back to the past. When I got there, it was empty.


    Empty____by_YouAreBeingLiedTo



    Nobody was there but me because everyone else had moved on. It took me a while to realize this fact in the dream because I did look for the life that used to be mine.


    Sometimes people would pass through like if they were having a memory, but they never stayed. It was never the same as actually being with the actual person.  I only came across people who were sad, miserable, lost and trapped in the past like I was. I didn't want to be there anymore because I missed life. In the dream it was too late.  I had already made my choice.


    I want to choose happiness.

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  • @SteadyGrowth - No, the words were my own.  I did copy the picture from somewhere.  I think deviantart.  I am not 100% sure anymore.

  • I've heard this before somewhere. The picture especially. Did you copy and paste this from somewhere?

  • @squeakysoul - Before that dream, I used to want to go back and relive the past so I could fix it.  That dream was the beginning of me starting to move forward with my life instead of being trapped in the past.

  • Powerful entry. I think there was a really helpful lesson in that dream.

  • Think HAPPY Thoughts!!!! You're going to LOVE being a Mommy!

  • poignant! dude.

    thank you for your comments. i just feel so out of sorts. i am sure you can roll your eyes at this point, for you are far more outside the realm of 'sorts' than i am right now. but my body just doesn't feel like mine. ever since i cut myself, i have been feeling... sloppy.

    it's almost time! i know you are excited. i couldn;'t backread like i want to. i hope to catch up soon.

    !hugs*muah!

  • thanks for the comment, I just feel like iam shrinking everyday,andit freaks me out, my stomach i mean..

  • Re: stretch marks. Get that cocoa butter stuff for preggers women. It helped cut them down. I didnt' use it w/ Mr. BP and I saw a huge difference. how goes the pregnancy? when are you due again? Boy/girl? 

  • Girl, you have a very rich dream life.

    Keep trying for happiness. It's within your reach, I know it.

  • You are beautiful.  You are going to have a beautiful child.  You can have a beautiful life. 
    Hugs and more hugs!

  • You will choose happiness, because you're destined for happiness.

  • you have interesting dreams.

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